warm sheets...

So I have about five million things running through my head as I write this.  I've been told that I use the phrase "five million" a lot.  I guess when I think about it I do use it quite a bit.  Oh well.  Since there's so much going on, I don't have a clue what to write about but I know I need to get something out.  Maybe it will come out somewhere in this rambling.  

Recently I was really broken.   I just fell to pieces in one big breakdown.  I couldn't function, I couldn't understand anything that was going on in my life.  Everything seemed to be going wrong at once.  But I guess you have to be fully broken before you can truly heal.  So Monday, after one long long weekend, I just gave everything over to God.  The healing began.  Now, I'm still working on it.  Nothing's perfect, and there will always be pieces missing I think, but my heart's starting to look like a heart again.  It may be cracked and superglued and look like a mess to an outsider, but to me it's looking pretty good. :)