Everything Old is New Again

Seeing you brought back everything.  emotions I haven't felt in so long.  as we breathed the same air, it was as if somehow, in my mind, I was whole again.  just the sight of you changed everything.  it was old, it was new, it was beautiful, but different.  it was awkward and funny, but I was left spellbound.  God, you are amazing and powerful and all-knowing.  at the same time I am here, questioning and wondering.  I feel hopeful and powerless and know I need to surrender it all to you, Lord.