Sometimes

I look for everything in all the wrong places.  I try to fill each void with something else.  something new.  I don't know what I want or what I need or how to find it.  I know I need to find everything in God, yes.  But it's so hard sometimes when there's no one here on earth guiding me.  I guess I look for someone to emulate, someone who seems to have everything right with God.  I don't have all the answers, I don't have veery many at all actually.  But I do know that I love God with my whole heart and that has to mean something.